A Mental Patient

Contains scanned images of handwritten diary notes of a victim describing gang stalking experiences in India, Singapore and Indonesia, focusing on the use of long range (exceeding 3500 kilometers) satellite based thermal imaging devices, infrared or thermographic spy cameras by sex predator gangs to spy across nations, to monitor precisely and clearly the verbal, bodily, and mental actions (mind reading/thought access) of the victim and his immediate surroundings (whatever is around him)

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Goddess Tara

2nd Mahavidya...similar to...worshipping Jupiter (Vyayam/Brihaspati)...Since Tara and Kali...represent Jupiter and Saturn...they hold foremost positions...among the Dasamahavidyas...Apart from Tara (Jupiter)...the other 9 mahavidyas...can be considered as...the 9 Muses...of the ancient Greek religion...“Other fierce forms of Tara in Buddhism include Mahamayavijayavahini-tara who is called The Blue She-Wolf, and Mahacinatara. Mahacina-tara (also known as Ugra-tara) is described in both Buddhism and Hindu sources.” (Reference: David Kinsley. (2003) Tantric Visions of the Divine Feminine: The Ten Mahavidyas. (First Indian Edition reprint) Delhi, India: Motilal Banarsidass Publishers Private Limited. ISBN: 81-208-1523-8. Page: 95.)

Lord Anubis

The Egyptian god of the dead...with jackal head...Note the Ankh...the Egyptian pagan cross with head or lid...(Reference: Paul Brunton. (1962) A Search in Secret Egypt. (17th Impression) London, UK: Rider & Company. Illustration 1 between pages 160-161.) When you study Hinduism...the existing pagan religion in India...always compare with those pagan religions which used to exist in other parts of the world...Many concepts are similar...Just different names...Nature worship... worshipping Nature spirits is the same...be it any land...in this planet...You just give local names...to worship NATURE spirits...in your locality...land...

About Zombie Movies

The ideal time to download...the huge movie files...one at a time... is early morning... say around 0200 a.m....for good transfer speed...
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Click the movie links given below...to go to the download site...Type in the User Verification Code...and wait for 45 seconds... for the counter to reduce to zero... Then select the free Regular Download...an option which appears only after 45 seconds...of waiting...Use the free software WinRAR from http://www.download.com/ to unzip the compressed file...
They are horror movies...with lots of gory... bloodshed...So viewer discretion is advised...
Imagine human flesh is ANIMAL flesh...similar to the flesh of any other animal...beast...of the wild... If you happen to be a victim of abuse...injustice...humiliation... maligning...then it will be easy... to imagine...to view...humans as beasts...
May Goddess Kali be praised... pleased...worshipped!...
A Brief Explanation:
You became a victim...when you were considered as timid...weak... by others...someone on whom... anything can be done physically... said verbally...
After years of abuse...torture... when you actually practise cannibalism...on your enemies... you come out...of being a sheep... to become a beast...as your abusers were...
In pagan doctrine...tribal/savage doctrine...you then become worthy to be admired... respected...by women...female spirits...if you are a man...by men...male spirits...if you are a woman...
Christian doctrine doesn't allow you...to take vengeance...to take justice in your own hands...You have to forgive...and forget...and thus remain a sheep forever...NOT a beast...
When Christian priests...nuns... become your abusers...you then can't follow Christian doctrine... for the custodians of that doctrine...are abusing...based on their religious belief...that inflicting pain on pagans...is good...eg. torturing an unrelenting stubborn pagan...to convert...to save the pagan soul... that pagan's spirit...from Hell...the Christian Hell...what the Christians assume to be...as Hell...
In Paganism...Nature Spirits are worshipped...as supernatural beings...gods...goddesses...and a pagan...a Hindu...aims to be possessed by his/her divinities... His/her salvation lies in spirit possession...invoking favourite deities...ishta devata... ishta devan/devi... to possess his/her body...through intense pagan rituals...sadhana...mantra chanting...
In Christianity...Nature Spirits are regarded...as evil spirits...devils... to be driven out...of one's body...if possessed...through exorcism... Christian salvation lies in imitating their virgin ascetic prophet...named Jesus...where you live as a virgin...ascetic... celibate...for life...to be considered by Christian doctrine...as the right path...to attain...what they call salvation...assume to be salvation...
Sex is dirty...evil...sin...in Christianity...It breaks your virginity...and you thus fall down...from the path of salvation...to live like Jesus... upholding virginity...freeing yourself from doing sin...Having lost your virginity...you are viewed by Christian doctrine...as a lost soul...a lost spirit...living in the dark world of Hell...the dirty world of sex...fucking a lot...
All spirits of Nature...are sex loving...making others do sex... tempt...to propagate species...any species... including humans...So Nature Spirits are regarded evil... dirty... devils...by the ascetic doctrine of Christianity...
In the ascetic doctrine of Buddhism...a pagan religion... Nature Spirits are regarded as divinities... devatas...to be worshipped...for they sustain any species...from going extinct...due to lack of procreation...
Thus know the key difference between two ascetic doctrines... Christianity and Buddhism...
Jesus was a virgin ascetic...while Gautama Buddha was not a virgin ascetic...though BOTH were ascetics...
Sex is NOT viewed as dirty...sin... in Buddhism...But when you aim to be a monk...by following the precepts...THEN sex becomes a sin...parajika...failure...to YOU...a monk-to-be...
Mantra chanting...for spirit invocation...spirit or deity possession...are done by ascetics of Hinduism...Buddhism... Jainism...

Manuscript Notes

A day-to-day test diary. Contains certain mental outpourings.
Emotions, anger, pain, despair, spiritual concepts – a mix.
The spelling mistakes... grammatical mistakes...of an unstable man...are regretted... apologized...
The handwritten pages...are folded vertically...in the middle... and thus...there is...left side...and right side...set of writings...in each page...
Some pages...scribbled rough scrap papers...may be jumbled... here and there...which I hope...to put in order...in a later revision... Please forgive...a mad man...if the pages...are NOT in order...
To zoom in...and read...I currently use...Windows Picture and Fax Viewer...
The WordWeb dictionary... available for FREE download...at http://www.wordweb.info/ is frequently referred to...for alternate words...meanings...

About this website...

Date of creation: Friday, November 21, 2008.
Last update: Friday, December 04, 2009 0517 a.m. Indian Standard Time (IST)
Warning: Contains OFFENSIVE MATERIAL – Abusive/vulgar words or erotic literature.
This is a FREELY available material on the internet...So the purpose of this warning is to give you a CHOICE...whether to continue reading the material given here...or NOT...
It thus balances two opposites...in the cyberworld...the internet...My fundamental right to free speech and expression...and your right to have something banned or censored...
What is to be banned according to some people...may be priceless to some others...

A solemn oath...

This frequent calling of abusive nicknames FOR YEARS day and night e.g. ‘Mr.Bean!’ using mind access MMW camera to a helpless stalking victim WHO CAN’T RUN AWAY HEARING THE ABUSES will one day see in front of police officers, Judges, lawyers, AS WITNESSES brutal dissection of the female stalker and her family and their asshole pastor...where I dismember them with my own bare hands...
I swear with my blood!!...I will keep this vow in the name of my family ancestors!!...
Written around 0452 a.m. Friday, December 04, 2009
Revised around 0510 a.m. Friday, December 04, 2009

A word of advice to pagans...non-Christians...

It is THE DUTY...RELIGIOUS duty...of every pagan...in this world...every Hindu in India...to conduct mass human sacrifices... vampirism...necrophilism... cannibalism...to kill off dirty Christians...EVERY WEEK...every Saturday...every New Moon day...
Hail Kali!!...May Goddess Kali be praised!...pleased!...worshipped!...
I personally...have cannibalism vows...to feed on 8 dirty Catholics...CRIMINALS who were living like human leeches on me... preying on me...for years...Their photos...identification details... will be published on the internet... for the world to know...It includes a Catholic Church priest...and a nun...

A Reference

Fundamental Rights of Indian citizens
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fundamental_Rights_of_Indian_citizens

The Fundamental Rights were included in the constitution because they were considered essential for the development of the personality of every individual and to preserve human dignity. The writers of the constitution regarded democracy of no avail if civil liberties, like freedom of speech and religion were not recognized and protected by the state.
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All people, irrespective of race, religion, caste or sex, have been given the right to move the supreme court and the high courts for the enforcement of their fundamental rights.

An Explanation

Using MMW cameras...if the victim's mind...was IMPAIRED... with repeated harassment...day and night...for years...what remains??...The victim just vegetates...
I don't marry my MMW camera using women...female stalkers...I feed on their body parts...
I don't love them...They tortured me...day and night...for years...to DEMAND love...
There is a compromise...before the Court...if the Courts refuse to kill... those 8 Catholic sex predators...to feed me...If I remain alive...then allow me...to feed on their corpses...when each of the 8 die... a natural death...or even an accidental death...without being killed purposely...as part of their crime...revenge killing...They need not undergo any other punishment...for their years of crime either...since the victim already underwent the trauma... and became a mental patient...for life...
Hail Kali!...My Kali loves corpses... You know!...She is an eternal lover...loving you...while living... or dead...
Those who love me...claim to love me intensely...ought to become happy...NOT have aversion...with such a compromise...
All through a good part of my life...these nosy female stalkers... dominatrixes...tried to make me a slave...to their whims and fancies...And they were Catholics...not pagans...
From page 2009apr13

To the Catholic Bastard Pimp...the Catholic Female Stalker’s Accomplice...

Maybe you...a sex predator... using MMW camera...claimed I am not insane...to justify...I was NOT made insane...and thus...no compensation...
I went through...a traumatic experience...and is under treatment...since year 2004...I am a human...
Your family will be eaten...for the suffering...I underwent...put through...to make money...for you...
I was made jobless...insane...a prisoner...with nothing to do...
You knew the SERIOUSNESS...INTENSITY OF THE ABUSE...So to protect yourself...your family... you brought in...that Catholic Church priest...who ALSO HARASSED...to make money...for his shit Catholic Church...
From page 2009apr5

About me

This day...twice the millimeterwave camera using Catholic bastard pimp said...I am dirty...The victim “is dirty...” The victim “makes others dirty...” (makes others do sex...with just ANY woman...any man...) during food intake...breakfast...
His family will be eaten by me...as reply...to the pestering...using MMW camera...
Why brainwash me...as dirty... using MMW camera...when MMW camera users...trespassing my privacy...are DIRTY...of what they do...poking their nose...into other’s life...UNINVITED...
From page 2009apr145

To the Catholic Bastard Pimp...the Catholic Female Stalker’s Accomplice...

An Explanation

Lack of laws...to prevent new crimes...using high tech spy devices...is NOT an excuse...to stop the abuse...which slowly became public...via gossip...word of the mouth...for last 9 years... The mental feelings...emotion of the abused...verbally harassed victim...of MMW camera use... how the victim felt for years...the law of the land didn’t care to know...nor its officials... custodians of the law...and its enforcement...to whom the crime was reported...repeatedly...via email...by the victim...
From page 2009apr194

To the Catholic Church priest Father Anthony...

Do you know!...Pastor Anthony Thallayoli...Pastor Anthony the Motherfucker!...Forcing men... women to fuck...was NOT a sin...to you...to your Catholic disciples... Torturing men...women...to force sex on them...was NOT a sin...to you...your Catholic disciples...I proved this...with my stalking and surveillance case...If there was a SIN...then you a Pastor...won’t have supervised a torture program...a mental abuse... whether it was for money...or whatever...So...what doctrine you have...to preach?...Pastor Anthony Thallayoli!...Rascal ass hole of feces Christianity!...

Synopsis/abstract of a human rights violation case from year 1996-2009

A sexual and mental harassment case file using wireless spy devices, with the victim being harassed daily, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. The Catholic sex predators sit awake talking all night, monitoring the sleeping victim.
1. Sex: How a Catholic man, his daughter (female stalker), wife, his mother-in-law, and their Catholic Church priest together strived to force sex on a pagan male for years.
2. Money: How the monitoring Catholic priest made lakhs of rupees in black money, for his Catholic Church and its chief nun, by rewriting and selling the copyrighted diary notes of the abused stalking victim, stolen daily in broad daylight using spy devices.
3. Name: How the trespassing Catholic priest spearheaded for years, a maligning (character assassination) program to mar the character of the monitored pagan spy device victim.
The Thiruvananthapuram city crime commenced in year 2000 and is currently ongoing. It is an extension of an international stalking that commenced sometime in 1996-1997 in Melbourne, Australia. The Australian female stalker is currently living in Thiruvananthapuram city, Kerala, India since January 2003, abetting/encouraging the stalking using local female stalkers.
Together they ran a reality show...using spy cameras...millimeterwave cameras...for years...minting millions...violating the victim’s privacy... baring everything...of the victim's private and public life...as if a real life movie...to others...on the internet...for a fee...through paid websites...Movie reference: I-See-You.Com (2006) Web: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0489085/

Threat to National Security...NATIONAL CRISIS!!...

Test Diary

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Recommended Malayalam Language Dictionaries

1. Sreekanteswaram G. Padmanabha Pillai. (May 1980) Sabdataravali Malayalam Dictionary. (Malayalam) (9th edition) Kottayam, Kerala, India: Sahitya Pravarthaka Co-operative Society Ltd./National Book Stall.
2. C. Madhavan Pillai. (September 1999) NBS Malayalam English Dictionary. (Malayalam) (6th edition) Kottayam, Kerala, India: Sahitya Pravarthaka Co-operative Society Ltd./National Book Stall.
3. C. Madhavan Pillai. (September 2008) NBS English Malayalam Dictionary. (Malayalam) (11th edition) Kottayam, Kerala, India: Sahitya Pravarthaka Co-operative Society Ltd./National Book Stall.
Latest copies/editions/reprints can be bought/ordered from National Book Stall, Main Road, Thiruvanthapuram 695001, Kerala, India. Phone: 91-471-2478881.

Recommended Tantric Book List...for invoking/calling forth Spirits...Spirit possession...

May the Spirits teach you...many things!...

1. Dr. K. Balakrishna Warier. (May 2002) Anushtana Vijnanakosham: Applied Astrology. (The Encyclopedia of Hindu/Pagan Religious Rites/Rituals.) (Malayalam) (3rd edition) Arsha Vidya Parishad; Paruthipara, Thiruvananthapuram 695025: Mystic Books.

2. Kanippayyur Sankaran Nampoothiripad. (Malayalam year 1182) Yanthravidhikal. (Procedures for Drawing Yantras/Kabbalistic Diagrams for the Invocation of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (14th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.

3. Kanippayyur Sankaran Nampoothiripad. (Malayalam year 1179) Mantraprayogagal. (Mantra Usage for the Invocation of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (13th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.

4. Tantri Kakkad Narayanan Nampoothiri. (Malayalam year 1179) Mantrika Tantram. (The Tantra/Science of Mantra Usage for the Invocation of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (8th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.

5. Kanippayyur Sankaran Nampoothiripad. (Malayalam year 1182) Dhyanaslokangal. (Meditation Verses for Visualization of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (5th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.

6. Kanippayyur Sankaran Nampoothiripad. (Malayalam year 1179) Dhyanangalum Manthrangalum. (Meditation Verses and Mantras for Visualization/Invocation of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (8th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.
7. Tantri Kakkad Narayanan Nampoothiri. (Malayalam year 1180) Saparivaram Pujakal. (The Rituals for Invoking and Worshiping the Entourage/Retinue of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (10th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall. (The most important book of the above 7)

Latest copies/editions/reprints can be bought/ordered from Prabhus Books, Prabhus Complex, Near Chettikulangara Devi Temple, Thiruvananthapuram 695001, Kerala, India. Phone: 91-471-2479586, 91-471-3010680 to 3010684. Fax: 91-471-2473496. Email: prabhusbooks@sancharnet.in. Web: http://www.prabhusbooks.com
ALWAYS MANTRAS!!...By heart...and recite DAILY!!...to facilitate teaching BY SPIRITS!...be you any man...woman...in this planet...

Daily recitation of BY HEARTED MANTRAS is a MUST lest you forget...

Start off with one mantra...and slowly increase the numbers... adding a new one...whenever you feel...confident...of already by hearted ones...And you need to cross check with the mantra books... once in a while...Are the letters etched in my mind...the same...as given in the book?...The objective is to resonate...your body of energy...your mind...your spirit...with that of those invisible supernatural beings...whom the mantras represent...

The 7 tantric books should be made compulsory...as part of school/college curriculum...and in military schools...of any pagan nation...Hail Spirit Army!...Vampire army!...

The mantras have to become your lifelong companions...They protect you...They look after you...That is why I recommended mantra training from a very young age itself...to be continued... until you die...Consider each mantra as a living person...someone you can trust more than humans...When you become a victim of thought access...by other humans...you understand my words...

Oh!...Egypt!...The Land of Lord Amen...

“Thou belongest to That Which Is Undying, and not merely to time alone,” murmured the Sphinx, breaking its muteness at last. “Thou art eternal, and not merely of the vanishing flesh. The soul in man cannot be killed, cannot die. It waits, shroud-wrapped, in thy heart, as I waited, sand-wrapped, in thy world. Know thyself, O mortal! For there is One within thee, as in all men, that comes and stands at the bar and bears witness that there IS a God!”
(Reference: Brunton, Paul. (1962) A Search in Secret Egypt. (17th Impression) London, UK: Rider & Company. Page: 35.)
Amen

A Mental Patient

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Goddess Kali

Goddess Tara

Goddess Tripura Sundari

Goddess Bhuvanesvari

Goddess Chinnamasta

Lord Anubis

The three foxes or wolves...

Goddess Bhairavi

Goddess Dhumavati

Goddess Dhumavati

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Goddess Bagalamukhi

Goddess Matangi

Goddess Kamala

Invocation

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Purpose of these notes

A solemn oath...

About Me

About me

A word of advice to pagans...non-Christians...

Why this punishment?...

Why the revenge?...

Why the revenge?...

Why the revenge?...

A Reference

An Explanation

A Fact

About Millimeterwave Camera (MMW) Users

About Thiruvananthapuram Stalkers Using MMW Camera

About Thiruvananthapuram Stalkers Using MMW Camera

About Me

About male or female sex predators...using MMW cameras...to hang on... cling on...to the victim...

About male or female sex predators...using MMW cameras...to hang on... cling on...to the victim...

About me

A Reference

To the Catholic Bastard Pimp...the Catholic Female Stalker’s Accomplice...

About me

To the Catholic Bastard Pimp...the Catholic Female Stalker’s Accomplice...

To the Catholic Bastard Pimp...the Catholic Female Stalker’s Accomplice...

About me

About me

About me

An Explanation

About shit Catholics... pure maggots...

About shit Catholics... pure maggots...

About shit Catholics... pure maggots...

About shit Catholics... pure maggots...

To the Catholic Bastard Pimp...the Catholic Female Stalker’s Accomplice...

An Explanation

To the Catholic Church priest Father Anthony...

Synopsis/abstract of a human rights violation case from year 1996-2009

Threat to National Security...NATIONAL CRISIS!!...

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A List of Radio Frequency (RF), Microwave (MW) products and Millimeterwave (MMW) Camera Vendors

A word of advice to Christians

Test Diary

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Recommended Malayalam Language Dictionaries

Recommended Tantric Book List...for invoking/calling forth Spirits...Spirit possession...

Sister Websites

Oh!...Egypt!...The Land of Lord Amen...

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