A Mental Patient

Contains scanned images of handwritten diary notes of a victim describing gang stalking experiences in India, Singapore and Indonesia, focusing on the use of long range (exceeding 3500 kilometers) satellite based thermal imaging devices, infrared or thermographic spy cameras by sex predator gangs to spy across nations, to monitor precisely and clearly the verbal, bodily, and mental actions (mind reading/thought access) of the victim and his immediate surroundings (whatever is around him)

Goddess Tara

2nd Mahavidya...similar to...worshipping Jupiter (Vyayam/Brihaspati)...Since Tara and Kali...represent Jupiter and Saturn...they hold foremost positions...among the Dasamahavidyas...Apart from Tara (Jupiter)...the other 9 mahavidyas...can be considered as...the 9 Muses...of the ancient Greek religion...“Other fierce forms of Tara in Buddhism include Mahamayavijayavahini-tara who is called The Blue She-Wolf, and Mahacinatara. Mahacina-tara (also known as Ugra-tara) is described in both Buddhism and Hindu sources.” (Reference: David Kinsley. (2003) Tantric Visions of the Divine Feminine: The Ten Mahavidyas. (First Indian Edition reprint) Delhi, India: Motilal Banarsidass Publishers Private Limited. ISBN: 81-208-1523-8. Page: 95.)

Note

(For the welfare of wise tantrics... of polygamy... polyandry... free sex...free love...great promiscuity WITHOUT marrying...) In these movie scenes...of anal sex by women...forcibly exerting their loins...vaginal region...there are only two women...and one man... while in the portrait above...there are 4 women...and one man... Written around 0353 p.m. Tuesday, June 07, 2011 How about 10 or more women...and one man?...10 or more domineering women who badly want to have sex...with one man...all together...or one by one...one after the other...May dasamahavidhyas be praised!... worshipped forever!... Written around 0900 p.m. Friday, June 10, 2011 Revised around 0903 p.m. Friday, June 10, 2011

On Atharva veda...extreme cruelty...violence...and forms of violence...killing...sex...

Can any man or WOMAN do sex... without getting violent?...
You just can’t push...if you are NOT violent...
You push GOOD...if you are violent...
Written around 0711 a.m. Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Revised around 0713 a.m. Wednesday, June 15, 2011

It is an accepted fact among the leaders of Christian nations... that violence is a MUST...a NECESSARY ‘evil’...to survive against other religions...especially Islam today...due to less threat from pagan nations...
Written around 0654 a.m. Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Movies to ponder... ruminate...on STRONG women...

(1) Lucía Puenzo. (Director) (2009) El niño pez. (The Fish Child) (Argentina)
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1235842/

Lesbian sex brings out...the strength...in women...how strong their sexual instinct is...
Written around 0500 a.m. Wednesday, December 23, 2009

According to this text (Saktisamgama-tantra), the goddess was in reverse sexual intercourse with Siva (she was on top), and she dismounted Siva before he ejaculated. Her attendants appeared when she went outside. This text says that at the river the goddess and her attendants PLAYED in the water for some time.
(Reference: David Kinsley. (2003) Tantric Visions of the Divine Feminine: The Ten Mahavidyas. (First Indian Edition reprint) Delhi, India: Motilal Banarsidass Publishers Private Limited. ISBN: 81-208-1523-8. Page: 148.)

Some names of Goddess Chinnamasta

Lord Anubis

The Egyptian god of the dead...with jackal head...Note the Ankh...the Egyptian pagan cross with head or lid...(Reference: Paul Brunton. (1962) A Search in Secret Egypt. (17th Impression) London, UK: Rider & Company. Illustration 1 between pages 160-161.) When you study Hinduism...the existing pagan religion in India...always compare with those pagan religions which used to exist in other parts of the world...Many concepts are similar...Just different names...Nature worship... worshipping Nature spirits is the same...be it any land...in this planet...You just give local names...to worship NATURE spirits...in your locality...land...

About this website...

Date of creation: Friday, November 21, 2008. Last update: Monday, January 16, 2012 0407 p.m. Indian Standard Time (IST) Warning: Contains OFFENSIVE MATERIAL – Abusive/vulgar words or erotic literature. This is a FREELY available material on the internet...So the purpose of this warning is to give you a CHOICE...whether to continue reading the material given here...or NOT... It thus balances two opposites...in the cyberworld...the internet...My fundamental right to free speech and expression...and your right to have something banned or censored... What is to be banned according to some people...may be priceless to some others...

About Zombie Movies

The ideal time to download...the huge movie files...one at a time... is early morning... say around 0200 a.m....for good transfer speed...
Download Procedure:
Click the movie links given below...to go to the download site...Type in the User Verification Code...and wait for 45 seconds... for the counter to reduce to zero... Then select the free Regular Download...an option which appears only after 45 seconds...of waiting...Use the free software WinRAR from http://www.download.com/ to unzip the compressed file...
They are horror movies...with lots of gory... bloodshed...So viewer discretion is advised...
Imagine human flesh is ANIMAL flesh...similar to the flesh of any other animal...beast...of the wild... If you happen to be a victim of abuse...injustice...humiliation... maligning...then it will be easy... to imagine...to view...humans as beasts...
May Goddess Kali be praised... pleased...worshipped!...
A Brief Explanation:
You became a victim...when you were considered as timid...weak... by others...someone on whom... anything can be done physically... said verbally...
After years of abuse...torture... when you actually practise cannibalism...on your enemies... you come out...of being a sheep... to become a beast...as your abusers were...
In pagan doctrine...tribal/savage doctrine...you then become worthy to be admired... respected...by women...female spirits...if you are a man...by men...male spirits...if you are a woman...
Christian doctrine doesn't allow you...to take vengeance...to take justice in your own hands...You have to forgive...and forget...and thus remain a sheep forever...NOT a beast...
When Christian priests...nuns... become your abusers...you then can't follow Christian doctrine... for the custodians of that doctrine...are abusing...based on their religious belief...that inflicting pain on pagans...is good...eg. torturing an unrelenting stubborn pagan...to convert...to save the pagan soul... that pagan's spirit...from Hell...the Christian Hell...what the Christians assume to be...as Hell...
In Paganism...Nature Spirits are worshipped...as supernatural beings...gods...goddesses...and a pagan...a Hindu...aims to be possessed by his/her divinities... His/her salvation lies in spirit possession...invoking favourite deities...ishta devata... ishta devan/devi... to possess his/her body...through intense pagan rituals...sadhana...mantra chanting...
In Christianity...Nature Spirits are regarded...as evil spirits...devils... to be driven out...of one's body...if possessed...through exorcism... Christian salvation lies in imitating their virgin ascetic prophet...named Jesus...where you live as a virgin...ascetic... celibate...for life...to be considered by Christian doctrine...as the right path...to attain...what they call salvation...assume to be salvation...
Sex is dirty...evil...sin...in Christianity...It breaks your virginity...and you thus fall down...from the path of salvation...to live like Jesus... upholding virginity...freeing yourself from doing sin...Having lost your virginity...you are viewed by Christian doctrine...as a lost soul...a lost spirit...living in the dark world of Hell...the dirty world of sex...fucking a lot...
All spirits of Nature...are sex loving...making others do sex... tempt...to propagate species...any species... including humans...So Nature Spirits are regarded evil... dirty... devils...by the ascetic doctrine of Christianity...
In the ascetic doctrine of Buddhism...a pagan religion... Nature Spirits are regarded as divinities... devatas...to be worshipped...for they sustain any species...from going extinct...due to lack of procreation...
Thus know the key difference between two ascetic doctrines... Christianity and Buddhism...
Jesus was a virgin ascetic...while Gautama Buddha was not a virgin ascetic...though BOTH were ascetics...
Sex is NOT viewed as dirty...sin... in Buddhism...But when you aim to be a monk...by following the precepts...THEN sex becomes a sin...parajika...failure...to YOU...a monk-to-be...
Mantra chanting...for spirit invocation...spirit or deity possession...are done by ascetics of Hinduism...Buddhism... Jainism...

A reference on Vestal Virgins

Numa was said to have instituted the "Order of Vestal Virgins". They remained unmarried for thirty years. Burial alive was the penalty for breaking the vow of chastity. The Virgins were distinguished by extraordinary influence and personal dignity. They were treated with marks of respect usually accorded to royalty; thus, on the streets, they were preceded by a lictor and the highest magistrates made way for them. They enjoyed sometimes the exceptional privilege of riding in a carriage; at public games, a place of honour was assigned to them. And after death they, like the imperators, were allowed to be buried within the city, because they were above the laws. They enjoyed the royal privilege of mercy, for if they met a criminal on his way to execution, his life was spared.
Reference: Swami Sivananda. (1997) Practice of Brahmacharya. (WWW Edition) Himalayas, India: The Divine Life Society. Chapter 9. Importance of Celibacy In Spiritual Life.

Personal Note on Vestal Virgins

This is in a society that value its religion...cultural heritage... where matters of state religion come first...Theocratic societies of MODERN TIMES continue similar practices...of giving state religion importance...e.g. In fundamentalist Muslim nations...In a secular society of MODERN TIMES... things are different...
Written around 1122 a.m. Monday, January 03, 2011
Revised around 1125 a.m. Monday, January 03, 2011

In present Indian society...the Indian President while in office...is empowered to pardon criminals sentenced to death...And the President is above the law...While in office as the President...he cannot be sued... according to the Indian Constitution of 1950...
Written around 1119 a.m. Monday, January 03, 2011
Revised around 1120 a.m. Monday, January 03, 2011

Note on Zombie apocalypse...

Zombie apocalypse
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zombie_apocalypse
As true part of zombie life style... human meat is eaten as any other meat...packed and exported to other nations...for consumption...

Written around 1041 a.m. Thursday, December 30, 2010

May sage Sukracharya...the teacher of the Asuras be praised!...
Written around 1134 a.m. Thursday, December 30, 2010

To facilitate this SOCIAL NECESSITY...in these days of poverty... unemployment...scarce food resources...all religious concepts dealing with burial and cremation of the dead...so far practiced...are junked...
No land is given for burial...Land is TOO PRECIOUS TO WASTE...just for burying the dead...
THIS you understand when you are the victim of intense mental torture...by those who make money LIVING ON YOU as human leeches...using mind access MMW camera...How can they ENJOY a decent burial or cremation when dead... after spending decades torturing you...to make money?...to make millions... for their families...and their Catholic Church...
Written around 1159 a.m. Thursday, December 30, 2010
Revised around 1210 p.m. Thursday, December 30, 2010

Reference source for Sage Sukracharya:
Kacha And Devayani (661)
http://www.amarchitrakatha.com/kacha-and-devayani-661

Amar Chitra Katha (Ever living stories...stories for all times... through pictures) is a valuable source to learn about Indian culture, Indian philosophy and psychology...just as we have comics on Phantom, Tarzan, Mandrake, Batman, Spiderman, Superman and other comic heroes or icons to know about Western culture, Western philosophy and psychology...
Written around 0227 p.m. Thursday, December 30, 2010

Amar Chitra Katha
http://www.amarchitrakatha.com/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amar_Chitra_Katha

Manuscript Notes

A day-to-day test diary. Contains certain mental outpourings.
Emotions, anger, pain, despair, spiritual concepts – a mix.
The spelling mistakes... grammatical mistakes...of an unstable man...are regretted... apologized...
The handwritten pages...are folded vertically...in the middle... and thus...there is...left side...and right side...set of writings...in each page...
Some pages...scribbled rough scrap papers...may be jumbled... here and there...which I hope...to put in order...in a later revision... Please forgive...a mad man...if the pages...are NOT in order...
To zoom in...and read...I currently use...Windows Picture and Fax Viewer...

The WordWeb dictionary... available for FREE download...at http://www.wordweb.info/ is frequently referred to...for alternate words...meanings...

Scripts of ALL movies quoted as references are for intense study... Movie scripts are available for download from internet for educational and research purposes...

A solemn oath...

This frequent calling of abusive nicknames FOR YEARS day and night e.g. ‘Mr.Bean!’ using mind access MMW camera to a helpless stalking victim WHO CAN’T RUN AWAY HEARING THE ABUSES will one day see in front of police officers, Judges, lawyers, AS WITNESSES brutal dissection of the female stalker and her family and their asshole pastor...where I dismember them with my own bare hands...
I swear with my blood!!...I will keep this vow in the name of my family ancestors!!...
Written around 0452 a.m. Friday, December 04, 2009
Revised around 0510 a.m. Friday, December 04, 2009

About True Blood TV series...A STRONGLY recommended movie series for Pagans...

True Blood
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0844441/

A well-researched series...on vampires...human sacrifice... werewolves...zombies...Talks about war between humans (Christians) and vampires...
Alas!...There is an Achilles heel...a weak point...highly vulnerable... and missed out...
All humans are NOT Christians... Pagans are humans too... Pagans worship vampires as gods... goddesses...deities...have built temples for vampires... zombies...Pagans die for their deities...will do anything for their deities...
Those who produced True Blood series...ought to visit India...tour Hindu temples...NOTING FANGS...vampire teeth...at every corner... wherever you turn...as the identifying LINK...Lovely!!...
Hail Kali!...The Queen of India!...
Written around 0820 p.m. Monday, December 28, 2009
Revised around 0542 a.m. Tuesday, December 29, 2009
References:
(1) N. N. Bhattacharyya. (2000) Indian Demonology: The Inverted Pantheon. (1/e) Delhi, India: Manohar Publishers & Distributors. ISBN: 81-7304-309-4. Pages: 234.
(2) Dr. M. V. Vishnunamboodiri. (March 2006) Theyyavum Thirayum. (A Kerala Folklore Study) Kerala Heritage Series-6. (Malayalam) (1/e) Thiruvananthapuram, India: International Centre for Kerala Studies, University of Kerala. ISBN: 81-87590-12-2. Pages: viii + 231 + i. http://alawlessman.wordpress.com/2010/02/14/theyyavumthirayumcoverf/
Concepts specific to the State of Kerala...Attire of Spirits...and their worship...Stories about spirits...handed down from the Ancients...to REMEMBER...Written around 0138 p.m. Sunday, October 03, 2010
Kerala Tourism Your Moment is Waiting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFedfnR5seI
Kerala heritage in a nutshell... How to invoke Nature Spirits... through mantras...to possess your human body...to enter your body...invited through mantras...to talk to you... things a normal human can't cognize...visualize... understand...with his or her limited human faculties...
Written around 0130 p.m. Sunday, October 03, 2010
Revised around 0139 p.m. Sunday, October 03, 2010
Each spirit got his or her own attire... dress code...just as humans have FORMAL attire...for important occasions... ceremonies...
Written around 0131 p.m. Sunday, October 03, 2010
Revised around 0141 p.m. Sunday, October 03, 2010
Among true savages...barbarians of the jungle...tribal people... usually the normal dress code comprise only a piece of anything to hold the penis and breasts tight...and cover the genital openings...Beyond such simple attire...nothing is needed...for a day of hunting...wandering for food...
That is for tribes in the tropics...
It is for some of these tribals...with the passage of time... modernization... you gave a different dress code...a ‘civilized’ dress code...a UNIFORM dress code...same for everyone... though among them...some revert back to nudism...
Written around 0502 p.m. Sunday, October 03, 2010
Revised around 0506 p.m. Sunday, October 03, 2010

A word of advice to pagans...non-Christians...

It is THE DUTY...RELIGIOUS duty...of every pagan...in this world...every Hindu in India...to conduct mass human sacrifices... vampirism...necrophilism... cannibalism...to kill off dirty Christians...EVERY WEEK...every Saturday...every New Moon day...
Hail Kali!!...May Goddess Kali be praised!...pleased!...worshipped!...
I personally...have cannibalism vows...to feed on 8 dirty Catholics...CRIMINALS who were living like human leeches on me... preying on me...for years...Their photos...identification details... will be published on the internet... for the world to know...It includes a Catholic Church priest...and a nun...

A Reference

Fundamental Rights of Indian citizens
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fundamental_Rights_of_Indian_citizens

The Fundamental Rights were included in the constitution because they were considered essential for the development of the personality of every individual and to preserve human dignity. The writers of the constitution regarded democracy of no avail if civil liberties, like freedom of speech and religion were not recognized and protected by the state.
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All people, irrespective of race, religion, caste or sex, have been given the right to move the supreme court and the high courts for the enforcement of their fundamental rights.

An Explanation

Using MMW cameras...if the victim's mind...was IMPAIRED... with repeated harassment...day and night...for years...what remains??...The victim just vegetates...
I don't marry my MMW camera using women...female stalkers...I feed on their body parts...
I don't love them...They tortured me...day and night...for years...to DEMAND love...
There is a compromise...before the Court...if the Courts refuse to kill... those 8 Catholic sex predators...to feed me...If I remain alive...then allow me...to feed on their corpses...when each of the 8 die... a natural death...or even an accidental death...without being killed purposely...as part of their crime...revenge killing...They need not undergo any other punishment...for their years of crime either...since the victim already underwent the trauma... and became a mental patient...for life...
Hail Kali!...My Kali loves corpses... You know!...She is an eternal lover...loving you...while living... or dead...
Those who love me...claim to love me intensely...ought to become happy...NOT have aversion...with such a compromise...
All through a good part of my life...these nosy female stalkers... dominatrixes...tried to make me a slave...to their whims and fancies...And they were Catholics...not pagans...
From page 2009apr13

To the Catholic Bastard Pimp...the Catholic Female Stalker’s Accomplice...

Maybe you...a sex predator... using MMW camera...claimed I am not insane...to justify...I was NOT made insane...and thus...no compensation...
I went through...a traumatic experience...and is under treatment...since year 2004...I am a human...
Your family will be eaten...for the suffering...I underwent...put through...to make money...for you...
I was made jobless...insane...a prisoner...with nothing to do...
You knew the SERIOUSNESS...INTENSITY OF THE ABUSE...So to protect yourself...your family... you brought in...that Catholic Church priest...who ALSO HARASSED...to make money...for his shit Catholic Church...
From page 2009apr5

About me

This day...twice the millimeterwave camera using Catholic bastard pimp said...I am dirty...The victim “is dirty...” The victim “makes others dirty...” (makes others do sex...with just ANY woman...any man...) during food intake...breakfast...
His family will be eaten by me...as reply...to the pestering...using MMW camera...
Why brainwash me...as dirty... using MMW camera...when MMW camera users...trespassing my privacy...are DIRTY...of what they do...poking their nose...into other’s life...UNINVITED...
From page 2009apr145

To the Catholic Bastard Pimp...the Catholic Female Stalker’s Accomplice...

An Explanation

Lack of laws...to prevent new crimes...using high tech spy devices...is NOT an excuse...to stop the abuse...which slowly became public...via gossip...word of the mouth...for last 9 years... The mental feelings...emotion of the abused...verbally harassed victim...of MMW camera use... how the victim felt for years...the law of the land didn’t care to know...nor its officials... custodians of the law...and its enforcement...to whom the crime was reported...repeatedly...via email...by the victim...
From page 2009apr194

To the Catholic Church priest Father Anthony...

Do you know!...Pastor Anthony Thallayoli...Pastor Anthony the Motherfucker!...Forcing men... women to fuck...was NOT a sin...to you...to your Catholic disciples... Torturing men...women...to force sex on them...was NOT a sin...to you...your Catholic disciples...I proved this...with my stalking and surveillance case...If there was a SIN...then you a Pastor...won’t have supervised a torture program...a mental abuse... whether it was for money...or whatever...So...what doctrine you have...to preach?...Pastor Anthony Thallayoli!...Rascal ass hole of feces Christianity!...

Synopsis/abstract of a human rights violation case from year 1996-2009

A sexual and mental harassment case file using wireless spy devices, with the victim being harassed daily, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. The Catholic sex predators sit awake talking all night, monitoring the sleeping victim.
1. Sex: How a Catholic man, his daughter (female stalker), wife, his mother-in-law, and their Catholic Church priest together strived to force sex on a pagan male for years.
2. Money: How the monitoring Catholic priest made lakhs of rupees in black money, for his Catholic Church and its chief nun, by rewriting and selling the copyrighted diary notes of the abused stalking victim, stolen daily in broad daylight using spy devices.
3. Name: How the trespassing Catholic priest spearheaded for years, a maligning (character assassination) program to mar the character of the monitored pagan spy device victim.
The Thiruvananthapuram city crime commenced in year 2000 and is currently ongoing. It is an extension of an international stalking that commenced sometime in 1996-1997 in Melbourne, Australia. The Australian female stalker is currently living in Thiruvananthapuram city, Kerala, India since January 2003, abetting/encouraging the stalking using local female stalkers.
Together they ran a reality show...using spy cameras...millimeterwave cameras...for years...minting millions...violating the victim’s privacy... baring everything...of the victim's private and public life...as if a real life movie...to others...on the internet...for a fee...through paid websites...Movie reference: I-See-You.Com (2006) Web: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0489085/

To sum up gangstalking...in my ongoing stalking and harassment case...

MMW camera – A home based entrepreneur business operated by housewives...with their husbands as security guards...children as boy scouts...spies...
It is a gossip industry...writing about the stalking victim and his family... defamatory books for sale...many pages a day...EVERY DAY... using spy camera to monitor...for monitoring families to earn a livelihood... Families just live monitoring 24 hours a day thus...for their earning comes from monitoring...and writing what they saw...and felt in their minds...
Written around 0231 p.m. Saturday, February 05, 2011
Revised around 0236 p.m. Saturday, February 05, 2011

Threat to National Security...NATIONAL CRISIS!!...

Requirement

All MY diary notes should be published on national and local newspapers page by page daily to teach the nation...ANY NATION...of the abuse done by a group of people...with public support...police support...Catholic Church support...to make money...for them...by trespassing my private residence... forcibly entering my residence...invading my privacy... MIND...accessing my thoughts...and rewording everything... to WRITE BOOKS...to sell for money... abusing...defaming... insulting...the victim and his family on a DAILY basis...
This can happen to YOU too...be you a human...man or woman...anywhere in this planet...
Written around 0959 a.m. Sunday, October 10, 2010
Revised around 0153 p.m. Sunday, October 10, 2010

This is to counter the vast network of underground sales done to THOUSANDS...to make money...rewording... reversing...whatever was written...said...read...thought...by the victim FOR YEARS...
Written around 1002 a.m. Sunday, October 10, 2010
Revised around 0149 p.m. Sunday, October 10, 2010

Free right GIVEN to newspapers...dailies...periodicals...to publish these diary notes...as it is...in their editions...for mass awareness...mass circulation...on a New Age crime done publicly...to make money...
Written around 1005 a.m. Sunday, October 10, 2010

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Recommended Malayalam Language Dictionaries

1. Sreekanteswaram G. Padmanabha Pillai. (May 1980) Sabdataravali Malayalam Dictionary. (Malayalam) (9th edition) Kottayam, Kerala, India: Sahitya Pravarthaka Co-operative Society Ltd./National Book Stall.
2. C. Madhavan Pillai. (September 1999) NBS Malayalam English Dictionary. (Malayalam) (6th edition) Kottayam, Kerala, India: Sahitya Pravarthaka Co-operative Society Ltd./National Book Stall.
3. C. Madhavan Pillai. (September 2008) NBS English Malayalam Dictionary. (Malayalam) (11th edition) Kottayam, Kerala, India: Sahitya Pravarthaka Co-operative Society Ltd./National Book Stall.
Latest copies/editions/reprints can be bought/ordered from National Book Stall, Main Road, Thiruvanthapuram 695001, Kerala, India. Phone: 91-471-2478881.

Recommended Tantric Book List...for invoking/calling forth Spirits...Spirit possession...

May the Spirits teach you...many things!...

1. Dr. K. Balakrishna Warier. (May 2002) Anushtana Vijnanakosham: Applied Astrology. (The Encyclopedia of Hindu/Pagan Religious Rites/Rituals.) (Malayalam) (3rd edition) Arsha Vidya Parishad; Paruthipara, Thiruvananthapuram 695025: Mystic Books.

2. Kanippayyur Sankaran Nampoothiripad. (Malayalam year 1182) Yanthravidhikal. (Procedures for Drawing Yantras/Kabbalistic Diagrams for the Invocation of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (14th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.

3. Kanippayyur Sankaran Nampoothiripad. (Malayalam year 1179) Mantraprayogagal. (Mantra Usage for the Invocation of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (13th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.

4. Tantri Kakkad Narayanan Nampoothiri. (Malayalam year 1179) Mantrika Tantram. (The Tantra/Science of Mantra Usage for the Invocation of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (8th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.

5. Kanippayyur Sankaran Nampoothiripad. (Malayalam year 1182) Dhyanaslokangal. (Meditation Verses for Visualization of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (5th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.

6. Kanippayyur Sankaran Nampoothiripad. (Malayalam year 1179) Dhyanangalum Manthrangalum. (Meditation Verses and Mantras for Visualization/Invocation of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (8th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall.
7. Tantri Kakkad Narayanan Nampoothiri. (Malayalam year 1180) Saparivaram Pujakal. (The Rituals for Invoking and Worshiping the Entourage/Retinue of Deities/Spirits/Nature Spirits.) (Malayalam) (10th printing) Kunnumkulam, Kerala, India: Panchagam Bookstall. (The most important book of the above 7)

Latest copies/editions/reprints can be bought/ordered from Prabhus Books, Prabhus Complex, Near Chettikulangara Devi Temple, Thiruvananthapuram 695001, Kerala, India. Phone: 91-471-2479586, 91-471-3010680 to 3010684. Fax: 91-471-2473496. Email: prabhusbooks@sancharnet.in. Web: http://www.prabhusbooks.com
ALWAYS MANTRAS!!...By heart...and recite DAILY!!...to facilitate teaching BY SPIRITS!...be you any man...woman...in this planet...

Daily recitation of BY HEARTED MANTRAS is a MUST lest you forget...

Start off with one mantra...and slowly increase the numbers... adding a new one...whenever you feel...confident...of already by hearted ones...And you need to cross check with the mantra books... once in a while...Are the letters etched in my mind...the same...as given in the book?...The objective is to resonate...your body of energy...your mind...your spirit...with that of those invisible supernatural beings...whom the mantras represent...

The 7 tantric books should be made compulsory...as part of school/college curriculum...and in military schools...of any pagan nation...Hail Spirit Army!...Vampire army!...

The mantras have to become your lifelong companions...They protect you...They look after you...That is why I recommended mantra training from a very young age itself...to be continued... until you die...Consider each mantra as a living person...someone you can trust more than humans...When you become a victim of thought access...by other humans...you understand my words...

To pagans...Hindus...far and near...

Once we understand...our sex worship...indulging to our desires...our pagan deities and their temples must be PROTECTED...and CLUNG ONTO...It is our pagan religion and its worship THAT MAKES US HONORABLE...RESPECTABLE...when we look at Christianity...how Christians view us pagans as dirty...even when they too fuck freely...without the ‘morals’ they speak of...preach of...
Written around 0958 a.m. Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Revised around 1008 a.m. Tuesday, January 19, 2010

How do we protect our pagan temples?
By going to temples DAILY...Offering pujas...funding pujas there...Each deity got its own rituals to be done daily...immaterial of economic hardship...in the outside world...
Written around 1001 a.m. Tuesday, January 19, 2010

In these economic hardship days...I strongly advocate patronizing those temples less frequented by people...People in the vicinity are finding hard with money...due to unemployment...rising prices...But the temple must be maintained...rituals must continue...So those far away must come in...to support...
Temples with lots of devotees don’t have much problems...with funds...So frequent temples with less visitors...these days...
Written around 1007 a.m. Tuesday, January 19, 2010

If Hindu temples can ALLOW FREE ENTRY OF FOREIGNERS...then it too can help to tide over economic woes...It is a place for prayer...As long as foreigners behave as locals in offering prayers...then why can’t they be allowed entry?...They are also humans...And many want to be pagans...goddess worshippers...by leaving Christianity...for good...Sex is a vital need for any human...and it is not something to be bulldozed as dirty...sin...NOT TO BE DONE...
Written around 1017 a.m. Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Also allow photography...videoing inside temple premises...to generate interest worldwide...by disseminating photos, videos via internet...for similar temples to be built in other nations...
If we love our photos to be taken...then so will our deities...with or without makeup...sandal paste covering...powdering...
Written around 1021 a.m. Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Sex worship...the act of procreating...to sustain human species...IN THIS PLANET...got a religion...Paganism...and it got its own deities...gods... goddesses...It got temples...DAILY rituals...
This the world must understand...
Written around 1024 a.m. Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Public call to men and women

INSPIRED BY MY DIARY NOTES outlining the ordeal I a human faced from the hands of Christian missionaries, I look forward to the formation/sprouting up of gangs of assassins around the world, comprising of men, WOMEN of any nation, any religion, any class or caste who can assassinate/kill off Christian priests, eat the flesh of Christian priests and drink their blood in the true spirit of GLOBAL Goddess Kali worship. These gangs with their own chain of command can work under a single umbrella across the world or as independent bands of renegades/outlaws/rebels fighting against Christianity in any nation/state/province/city/town/village. The rebels must be well trained in arms and warfare. The rebels can be of any religion: Pagans, Muslims, even Christians who left Christianity for good.
Written around 0958 p.m. Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Revised around 1009 p.m. Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Movie Reference: Equilibrium (USA) (2002)

Personal Notes about the movie...Equilibrium (USA) (2002)

The complete script of this movie is for compulsory study...word by word...for all men and women...interested in learning what is Christianity...and Paganism...comparing both religions... sets of doctrines... assumed in each religion...
Written around 1225 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011
Revised around 0526 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

This movie brings out the fundamental principles of orthodox Christianity and how it is implemented with the help of science and technology...
Written around 1137 a.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

Its servants of God...working for Father...Holy Father...follow a set of laws...upto a certain level...Beyond that level...there are no laws¹...
Written around 1138 a.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011
Revised around 0453 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

Any law in Christian nations...Western nations... follow the same law...to uphold the words of the Father...and implement His words...on those who live within the territory of that State...
Written around 1139 a.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

Ignorant nations around the world...blindly imitating Western nations and its laws...hoping to be...what is called civilized...by the Western nations...thus follow a pattern to uphold the words of the Christian Father...e.g. India...in the name of secularism...after Independence from the Christian British rulers...
Written around 1140 a.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011
Revised around 0538 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

All who abide by the laws in such non-Christian nations...thus using the law...work to destroy the non-christian culture and tradition of their nations...
Written around 1141 a.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

If all through the Christian British occupation... the Christian rulers strived to destroy the pagan heritage of India...then after Independence...the poor Indian slaves becoming masters...use the laws laid down by the British masters...to continue destroying their pagan religion... faithfully...
Written around 0458 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

For example...Hunting down tantrics worshipping sex...and putting them in prison... for ways indecent to society...public morals... where indecency and public morals are Christian concepts...
Written around 1145 a.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

Male sex gurus are punished with jail sentence... in India...if they go on a sex rage...indiscriminate and uncontrolled strong sex...with their female disciples...
Written around 0438 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

Anything about nudity...scanty clad women... expression of love...lust in public...including movie posters...are banned under these laws... Such materials are confiscated...for destruction...
Written around 1149 a.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

For example...How Indian police...State police of various Indian States...in year 2011...hunt down religious sex worshippers...and anything related to sex...and erotic literature...in public...using the penal laws written by the Christian British rulers in year 1860...
Written around 0435 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

Daily intake of medicine is a must...to calm down mind and body...And to help the medicine...to remain calm always...without aggression...violence... including sex for which one need to be aggressive...wild...women after a certain age...are burnt to death...in middle age itself...to help their husbands in middle age remain celibates...without sex...without becoming violent at home...because of their women...living with them...
Written around 1211 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

The State looks after the children...in place of their mothers...
Written around 1212 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

¹ One of the basic pillars of natural justice...Audi alteram partem...Hear the other side...is just not applicable...when Christianity is questioned... Faith in Father alone matters...Pagans and their sex literature are always burned away... Christian women showing sexual passion are also burnt off...cremated...and not buried...not given a decent burial...as other Christians... where decent burial is to respect human bodies in Christian doctrine...
Written around 0444 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011
Revised around 0449 p.m. Sunday, February 06, 2011

Note

Since I a pagan...worship vampire deities...I have some white monitors... foreign tourists in this city...aiming to drink MY blood...hoping to become vampires themselves...
The DAILY notes sold to THOUSANDS...over the years...by my monitoring Catholic sex predators... voyeur mind trackers using mind access MMW camera... advocate offering the stalking victim and his family...his OLD parents and brother...as human sacrifice... whose flesh are to be eaten... blood drunk...by those who feel high...reading their Christian spy notes...
Written around 0115 a.m. Thursday, October 14, 2010
Revised around 0137 a.m. Thursday, October 14, 2010

References:
(1) Lust murder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lust_murder
(2) Ramsland, Katherine (2007-03-22). "When Women Kill Together.". The Forensic Examiner (American College of Forensic Examiners Institute (ACFEI)).
http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_go1613/is_1_16/ai_n29335603/
(3) Venus in Furs
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Venus_in_Furs

About the webmaster's own writings...

You are advised to watch a popular Malayalam movie, Shree Krishnaparanthu (1984) http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0156072/. Take a 5-10 minute break. And then immediately watch a popular English movie, Basic Instinct (1992) http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0103772/...
This is to help...to get a better picture...about the man behind the websites...A Deranged Man http://aderangedman.blogspot.com/ ...A Looney Puppet http://alooneypuppet.blogspot.com/ ...
Copies of Shree Krishnapparunthu movie can be obtained from any video library or video parlour...in the State of Kerala, India...
The Malayalam movie is based on a Malayalam novel, P V Thampi. Krishnapparunthu. Kerala, India: DC Books. http://www.dcbooks.com/ ISBN : 812641006X. It is about a black tantric who lived in a period of Kerala history abound with magic, black magic, sorcery, witchcraft... where the lives of some people in those days...were totally dedicated to the practice of mantras, spirit worship, invoking spirits of Nature...for various errands...such as removal of snake poison from victims of snake bite, exorcism, wrecking havoc on enemies, obtaining wealth, for protection, seduction, for sex, to find a good spouse, to live a happily married life enjoying sex, to have kids, and so on... including sex with female spirits of Nature...with plants, trees, rocks, stones, water, rivers, air, anything of Nature as dwelling...
Though the well researched novel and its movie deal with a fictitious sorcerer, if you ponder on sorcery, there is everything you need to know ABOUT ITS BASICS...from a pagan standpoint specific to a region or territory in this planet, say, South India...in the book and the movie...
Written around 0429 p.m. Sunday, September 26, 2010
Revised around 0515 p.m. Monday, September 27, 2010

About the webmaster's own writings...

I twinned the two movies together...for watching one after another...for there are many things...to ponder... based on THE RESEARCH INPUT THESE MOVIES GIVE about their characters...and using that as a guide...to read through the author’s diary notes...his TEST diary...his experiences...his AUTOBIOGRAPHY... and the role of WOMEN in his life...in the physical world of reality...and in his mental world...
Written around 0444 p.m. Sunday, September 26, 2010
Revised around 0512 p.m. Sunday, September 26, 2010

Oh!...Egypt!...The Land of Lord Amen...

“Thou belongest to That Which Is Undying, and not merely to time alone,” murmured the Sphinx, breaking its muteness at last. “Thou art eternal, and not merely of the vanishing flesh. The soul in man cannot be killed, cannot die. It waits, shroud-wrapped, in thy heart, as I waited, sand-wrapped, in thy world. Know thyself, O mortal! For there is One within thee, as in all men, that comes and stands at the bar and bears witness that there IS a God!”
(Reference: Brunton, Paul. (1962) A Search in Secret Egypt. (17th Impression) London, UK: Rider & Company. Page: 35.)
Amen

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